Life is

  what we make it
  a series of events that could make one lose one's "self"
     or gain a better "self"

LIFE is

  an accumulation of memories- important only to oneself
  a different way of viewing the same event

LIFE is

  a necessity for change
 or is it change that is a necessity in life?

INSINCERITY, You and I

"WE SHOULDN’T BE DOING THIS…YOU AND I..

IF HE FINDS OUT…." (YOU SHUDDER…)

yet you kept touching me…

you continued the journey that YOU have planned,

I know..i’ve seen it in you..

NOW, we are DOOMED…

because you and I were both INSINCERE..

i wonder how you feel in the hell that we have created..

does it bother you , sweetie?

it doesn’t even touch me a bit you know…

WE both have seen that night coming..

we anticipated it,actually,

but YOU did not think that it’ll be just that,

a night..

so now,you are stuck..

i feel for you but i refuse to help you..

i refuse not for you but for me..

i refuse to acknowledge the "what-might-have-beens"

i refuse to consider the "possibilities"

i refuse…

for us.

for me…

i

Responsibilities

Can I give service and not hear people say, "it's your responsibility."?
I have always had mixed feelings toward the word RESPONSIBILITY. I always felt happy to know that I have responsibilities and that I CAN take care of those. But to what extent is something a responsibility? I have answers in my head and yet refuse to acknowledge them for they do not feel "right". Should I say that a responsibility is something that I have to stick with despite the stress and feelings of failure it brings me? I wondered, debated and thought of these ideas and yet came up with nothing. 

A Long Walk

It has been a long walk yet I got nowhere. I started with a  dream. A dream so soft it made me feel that I could actually make it. I tried to scamper all the way up thinking that there are short cuts to anything...Now I know, I was completely wrong, for no matter how fast I found ways I always came back to where I started.